I wish to speak..
I think I’ve stepped into mid dep… Never mind
They say when you declare it.. Consider it true
So my mouth is shut..
Wondering if thinking it counts too..
My mind needs its own file cabinet
Grab a plunge.. 1..2..3..
It’s still stopped up..
My mind has been fucked up..
My tongue is trying to break free of my teeth..
Awaiting the okay from my brain..
It says no..
It’s dark in here..
I hear my own thoughts..
I’m drowning in here..
Heaven seems to be the only thing with light..
But I’m here on earth putting up a fight..
Is it worth it?
Will I even make it there?
Tempted to see..
Who will all remember after a month or two?
Besides its just little ol me