Kcuf

It’s ironic how empty I am because
I swear 6 months ago I had the universe inside of me but I cried the rivers in my bones dry.
The volcanoes in my chest erupted when you told me you didn’t know about us anymore and lava flooded my body and hardened
till I stopped sleeping… At least that’s what I thought because thank God feelings go away when I’m asleep..
I had stars in my lungs but I burned them
all out with the weed I was smoking
to get you the fuck out of my throat.
The flowers growing at the bottoms of my
stomach are dead. Apparently you
can’t water flowers with Hennessy.
I had the sky in my veins but it’s
been pretty fucking stormy since I
ripped them open. I had planets
on the tip of my tongue but
the debris from the shattered
remains of “us” have been
crashing into them. I was
everything. And then I met
you and we were everything.
Now you’re fucking someone
else who gets
To see you all the time and
I’m a fucking
mess.

-Jennifer. H 2013 (THIS IS V OLD!)